Maybe I hope too much. Maybe I dream too much. But at least I won’t give up until I’ve tried, and I won’t regret anything.
Keeping this short and sweet as I have not been sleeping well due to impure thoughts about my department manager. He doesn’t make it easy for me to not have this girlish crush on him though. Even if nothing were to happen, I would still treasure him as a friend and if that was the end result of my failed flirting… I would be ok with that. I seriously need to figure out my life though…and soon.
“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. And as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don’t know what they want.”
Thesis is over and done with. Unfortunately. A year’s worth of work all for 2 hours of walking around in painful but ridiculously awesome heels. Please see image to the right. Now I’m faced with the question of: What do I do now? I’m thinking I should probably start by emailing that woman who owns her own photo studio and needs an assistant with wedding photos.
Apart from that I don’t know what to do with myself for the next 3 weeks. I’m finished thesis, internship, and digital darkroom. What up French, you are all I have to care about until the 4th. Sweeeeet. Maybe this semester for my last semester at Arcadia, I’ll get on the Dean’s List. That’d be amazing! I guess I’ll just be sitting here with the roomies watching our Friends marathon drinking our case of Lionshead or perhaps a new adventure to
On a completely random and girly note. I had a rather nice chat with a guy I used to go to high school with. He was adorable then, and still is. *sigh* Why do I go for guys who are soooooo not in my league? Still, I liked talking to a normal person. For once. Nearly killed me on Friday when I saw him dancing with this other girl at the bar. Why are men so damned confusing?
“I know that you can’t live on hope alone, but without it, life is not worth living.” ~ Harvey Milk